colinism

Normally the holidays are stressful anyhow, but life has decided that this time around it would like to turn up the stress just a few notches past 11 on the dial so that after working 10 hour days for probably the rest of this month I can come home and not be ale to relax. So you know what people you all may not see me for a while, I'll just assume now that you will all forget my birthday anyhow, everyone does every year so why should this year be any different. Christmas. WOOT for another year of my mothers guilt trips because I can't buy gifts because I am broke I wish to god she would have aborted me. New years fuck that too. I'm going to bed and if your all very good and pray really hard perhaps I won't wake up.....................