so i made about 50 calls today for a job. no luck... i have faith though, that i am going to get a job this week. i cried myself to sleep earlier and now i feel a little better...

guys are confusing and i can't understand why. why has every man, that i have ever met acted like a child. what is the deal.... i deserve better than this crap........ my time for happiness is coming, i feel it.