coldandwet

This is one of those drunk updates. But kind of a good one.

I stopped a lady being mugged tonight, I'll be more specific tomorow but it made a sad if not interesting start to my evening,

I then went out with people Id normally not want to and had an amazing time. Just spazzing out to cheesy r'n'b as one of the lads (me and "lads" dont normally mix) and making new friends. I was even hit on. They were cute but I had the most beautiful and awesome girl in the world waiting for me at home so no contest!

The female attention combined with the non eventful integration into foreign social surrounding and "knight in shining armour" mugging thing made my usually battered ego swell a bit, Its a nice feeling not loathing yourself.

People always tell me off for being too self-depreciating (defence mechanism etc) and tonight I maybe see there point of view

Im not a bad person, heavy with the sarcasm maybe, but willing to listen and fairly laid back.

I think this week I might try liking myself. Probably inwardly to begin but who knows, maybe tonight is a turning point,


This was meant to be a short update, Not sure it made sense but I'll replace it soon.


Have a nice day tomorrow all of you. I intend to, Simon XX