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coldandwet

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Wednesday Oct 26, 2005

Oct 26, 2005
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Hi people

*Just watched the film/documentary DiG and surprisingly enjoyed it. Reccomend it to fans of the Dandy Warhols

*Start mentoring GCSE students this week which is quite scary. I really didn't make the most of school so I want to try and help someone take the opportunities I didn't take. I don't know how other people felt during school but I never felt like anyone had my back or an interest in my choices, I hope the people I mentor don't feel that way

*No cigs for ages now

*Have a cool 9500 words worth of essays due over the next 6 weeks. So if im not around or you don't here back from me, sorry.


Anyway, so far Ive avoided the impending bird flu epidemic but have fallen victim to the tagging malarky that seems to be affecting so many SG members.

I make no promises of 20 facts but here goes

1. I was a horrible child and adolescant. I bullied, lied and hurt whoever possible. It was only when I was 15 I realised that hating myself was manifesting into hatred for other people
2. I was a drama student and amateur actor from an early age until I was 18. I've appeared in semi-pro productions of approximately 15 musicals despite being tone deaf.
3. I don't eat vegetables or anything green.
4. I hate going to sleep next to someone but despise waking up alone.
5. I haven't been single for nearly 4 years. I left a year long relationship for my girlfriend and we'll have been together 3 years this new years
6. I oppose fireworks passionately. Always have. Mainly because they scare me but also because of the thousands of injuries to animals and children they inflict each year. I don't object to public displays but they shouldn't be sold over the counter to private induividuals. EVER!
7. I bite my nails. Often till they bleed
8. I haven't cried for 2 and a half years. Though I come close 10 times a day. Male pride/worrying level of repression
9. I have many things (thoughts, feelings, memories) that I don't feel i'll ever share with anybody.
10. My nickname is CJ (crazy jew) in reference to my jewish father and penchant for doing the ridiculously stupid. Many of my friends claim they are going to put Crazy judaism on the next census.
11. I sometimes say ridiculously inappropriate things. I really don't have any notion of good taste.
12. I have a hero complex. I have "rescued a stupid number of drunk people and wouldn't hesitate to risk my life in exchange for eternal gratitude. It's actually the most selfish thing about me

Thats it, No one will read this anyway. I should no know that jounal entries longer than half a page get ignored.
I tag no-one. Im a carrier of this awful affliction. I'd rather quarintine than spread it.

Love to all.
CaW
VIEW 23 of 23 COMMENTS
sky:
why don't you eat vegetables?!
some of my favourite foods are green.
i was actually thinking about this just yesterday.
Nov 5, 2005
foralways:
yup. crazy indeed. thank you hun. i hope everything works out too. i don't want to lose him, i really do see him as the right one for me but we're having such trouble communicating it really is just getting silly. Hopefully tonight i'll vent my anger at him and he'll understand why i'm so upset. If he just understood then i'd be so much happier, and we could try to sort our problems out. at the moment i think he thinks im being girly and getting annoyed at nothing.

how are you?
Nov 6, 2005

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