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So I had all of about two hours to prepare for a trip that I have been planning for about two weeks. So I loaded all my material posetions. I have been on the road for about three weeks. I pawned all my electronics which kills me. I am waiting for a check. I am selling my lifes work, which amounts too about 10grand worth of tools- I told myself that I cant take them too my grave with me. I still have skills just no tools. Meet some cool people along the way. Going back threw areas that I have not been since I was in high school. Some of my peeps made it out alive and some of them did not. Fucking drama stories. Some of my girls living on the streets and it frign hardens the heart. My new term Nanemal-which in my mind set means no emotions. I have a large heart- but on the streets that makes you weak. I could be running from big ass gangsters, or stupid plastic people that put up fronts so they think they are some one, but I am really looking for is something to fill this huge void in my life. I wish I brought the camera, But I left it behind because I am too attached to it. I have been writting on the road- very inspired, but most of it is dark and depressing. I am thinking of getting an old school typewriter because I hate writing thing out long hand. So much for spell check. I guess I will have spelling and grammatical errors out the yenyang.

Overview- been on the road three weeks, sleeped on 1 couch, sleeped in 2 campgrounds, sleeped in my buddies boat for a weekend and I thought I was at the Ritz. swam with water moccasins and gaters to fucking get clean. WILL IT EVER STOP RAINING? More sex in the car which is fun but if I ever make it to a bed it will be paradise.

Still love S.G. very inspirational. Personal expression to the max, and I love the fact I can hear about good music in my little isolated place in the world.

I will check the calendar for good shows or what not, but if you have any suggestions fill me in.

Closing- this one going out to my girl Roxanne who slaves her body out every night- baby you dont have to sell your body to the night- and to the assholes that take advantage of her, there time will come.