coffeewhiskey

it's so easy to say everything is fucked, I always thought growing up is never saying that, but I decided a long time ago I would never grow up.I don't want to say that. I am so switch situational. I can tell all the purchases I have planned will neither slow nor impede all the problems in my life, though in honesty the rich have problems the poor have problems and nobody thinks anybody else's hold weight. Its a selfish funny situation and the only way I can find to keep from feeding it would be to keep quiet, defeat my current problems, live subtle, be content. I can strive on lower expectations, play from game to game. But nobody likes someone easy to give up, maybe (like bukowski said) every one is a boxer. Mo' Money, Mo' Problems. At least I may have the possibility of someone to look forward to.