coffeewhiskey

Ive gone and done something stupid again.
went down south and fell for a girl.
as far as I can tell she fell for me too.
but i cant get the softness of her skin out my mind.
we had been friends for 5 months.
as soon as I left she told me she liked me.
i told her i liked her.
we talked for hours almost every night for a month.
went down there, spent five days with her.
now i see her in everything, memories haunt me and its only been a few hours.
but i know where its going, I wish I had work tomorrow.
Im gonna go pick up a book tomorrow.
read my way into somebody elses life.
what bothers me the most is I just wanna go sleep with some random broad to get her out of my head.
but when i simply look at other girls pictures, beautiful girls.
girls for all good reason i should adore, they dont feel like she does.
I am stupid, I am foolish and I am going through withdrawls.
I fell for a pentacastal girl that will never let me in because I am not her religion.
I hate her for it.
Ive never loved and hated someone at the same time.
It feels like get up kids lyrics.
like tim kashers wedding vows.
it feels like conors withdraws.
and bob nannas smiling doubts.
it feels like Dylons stuttering drawl.
like John K's metaphors.
Like a song, like a line, like life.
Ive got a lot of sad songs ahead of me.