I hate not being able to write
it feels like ive got my mouth wide open and i'm pushing to scream but nothing comes out
this is the longest ive gone without writing something i'm happy with for as long as i can remember.
and i may be drunk, but i'm also just tired.
tired of everything being, in one way or another out of reach.
or better yet every her being out of reach.
it feels like moving is signing a check and walking away.
this is what you got but i cant give anymore, goodbye.
empty all my emotions, into your account, i dont mind.
i dont have savings anyways, so its not like you hit anything important.
nothing to lose.
start over... forget.
reincarnation is just the optimists solution to regret.