coffeewhiskey

so heres whats new
I have 700 dollars saved i hope to have at least 1200 by mid may
sell my car for 4000
buy a tercel or corola for 1200
move to SF with 4000 and a shitty car by earliest may 20th
get a job get a job get a job do not sleep before I get a job.

I also bought two polo shirts and have been wearing them.
I wonder about myself when i do these things, as I've gotten plenty of compliments.
But I am wearing polo shirts.
I hear they look good but they are polo shirts.
and I thought or wondered if i looked like a tennis prep or something but who I am doesnt seem to change dependent on my clothes, I still retain the image i hold as myself.

Everything is coming very quickly
coachella in two.

I am waiting on pictures of what sounds like an extremely promising apartment, 2 bedrooms, fully furnished, kitchen is a walk in closet. Which sounds kinda like I would be passing out in the kitchen often.
I'm alone in a big house, desperate for a girl to romance, id die if I had a date in the spa with a girl and a bottle of wine, hell Id surround it with 20 99 cent candles, but there is no girl. Because I only want what I cant have.

I just need a shitload of change, so I can change.