coffeewhiskey

nothing amazing to report.
drunk, 1:45 am eating el pollo loco.
of everybody, lately, to hit on or appreciate my being in a more platonic manner during this dry spell their has been.
a gay guy, no thanks not my thing
a rather large black woman, sorry not me.
an extremely christian decent looking girl, who am I kidding.
and then 23 year old amazing personality good looking, married, with one from what Ive heard incredible 1 year old.
all but the last are lost causes.
the sad thing is the last said one of the nicest things to me tonight.
and they meant so much more coming from her.
so much more.
I feel good, flattered and complimented.
but it has something to do with finally finding somebody you appreciate so much personality wise and hearing they are proud of what you make of everything.
and being like 2 years late, but being happy for them, but knowing there are others out there like you.
Is good, i just hope i can find more that i find suitable and dont have silly kids and marriages.
Its too often i find hook-up wise, not often enough relationship wise.
heres to drunken posts and the lovely Maria Taylor singing me to sleep.