new posts need new thoughts.
started school this week, first day first class i am chosen to get up infront of everyone and i throw a joke in, the whole class laughs, i would of never been able to do that in high school. I always let my nerves get the best of me. everything almost feels like two steps forward one step back, giving one hundred looks like fifty.
Every night and i mean every night like clockwork my subconscious stil loves her. the other sean. i wonder what hes like and all i get is a glance into his world when i sleep at night. Two men inside one head which one is alive and which one is dead. tried writing about it once but i found it unjust without his opinion and i go to ask him as the hearing shuts off and we pass eachother in the halls of my mind. he probably just watches old memories with his feet on the desk like the lazy night watchman i would be.
started school this week, first day first class i am chosen to get up infront of everyone and i throw a joke in, the whole class laughs, i would of never been able to do that in high school. I always let my nerves get the best of me. everything almost feels like two steps forward one step back, giving one hundred looks like fifty.
Every night and i mean every night like clockwork my subconscious stil loves her. the other sean. i wonder what hes like and all i get is a glance into his world when i sleep at night. Two men inside one head which one is alive and which one is dead. tried writing about it once but i found it unjust without his opinion and i go to ask him as the hearing shuts off and we pass eachother in the halls of my mind. he probably just watches old memories with his feet on the desk like the lazy night watchman i would be.
saffron:
