coffeewhiskey

oh now i know i need to leave
so she tells herself again
wipes alittle blood upon her sleeve
but she dont tell herself when
-two gallants

thats it sean, everything set apart from progress...
is yours.
money, less then youve ever had
a girl, less interesting then the last.
friends, fewer every year.
school and classes, burning out my joy in writing.
town always...
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Im in the middle of writing an essay about an amazing painting for my lit class.

The painting is about Mars (the god of war) going to bed with venus (the goddess of beauty) its a pretty hott painting and i have supplied you with a link below.

http://www.getty.edu/art/gettyguide/artObjectDetails?artobj=113700&handle=li

its bothering me though, Ive spent the last 3 hours staring at these lovers and trying...
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its been a long wednesday
i spent the last ten minutes dealing with this and well im done. here goes,

without you

im a turnstyle smile without you
dizzy and spinning under these lights
dancing, flirting with gravities fear of heights
as soon as i hit the floor cupids my reff
he throws up his arms and yells no more
like a boxer your eyes...
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so im cutting down, which means ill have a lot of down time.
but all my friends, its all they talk about, its all they do.
that are not cutting down.
i have a mean tolerance and its just costing too much.
i want to go to an art museum, i want to go to a good one.

they should have a museum with great...
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i did it, i did it, YAY i posted a couple pictures, after weeks of testing with no help, i know the fomulas, im going to rename this little journal vanity, because i am a very vain person and i love myself.
pssshhhh
i think ill post some sg only pictures.
sorry not nudes
i just wouldnt be able to look myself in the mirror....
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i want sushi, sushi sushi sushi, im going to write my way out of this room, nevermind, im sleeping here.

turns out i have been diagnosed with social anxiety disorder, apprently its not as bad as it could be but, if i continue to rely on drugs to fill the blank it will only get worse, so ive gone sober... i know its been two days not so bad, just boring. but i was watching this movie last night that was supposed to be the...
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haha, inother news i have a job interview on saturday at sunglass hut, because my occupation consists of covering your eyes.
your soo jealous.
yeh, me either

p.s. tegan and sara make amazing music

ive decided im going to use this journal, as well as my lj because i dont think i have enough of a life to go about going outside. incase you were curious all my invisible friends out there, my lj is doyoulovecoffee yeah like the braid song, in other news today i applied at sunglass hut today because they were hiring and i have 10...
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my favorite poem i ever wrote by myself

My Tables of Context

when my pages are wet
they wilt and lick bitter
like liqour on little teenage love tongues
till they themselves burn brittle
they burn by the wine that shit faced the reader
that spilled upon my inebriated introduction
so i hope my prologue is not being too forward
mark my books, your place...
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