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in the works.

To the field, in the night
like butterflys dream
of when fireflys ignite
running with ciggarettes
at our fingertips
hand in hand
through fields of grain
chased by the fire
we burnt beside us
chased by the fire
we lit inside us
like children with sparklers
like shadows never catch up
loves first steps
are always running
loves last steps
are always...
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akemi:
kiss kiss kiss kiss
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new posts need new thoughts.
started school this week, first day first class i am chosen to get up infront of everyone and i throw a joke in, the whole class laughs, i would of never been able to do that in high school. I always let my nerves get the best of me. everything almost feels like two steps forward one step back, giving...
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saffron:
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confiding if thats even how you spell it.
i am so lonely and depressed.
because of the 110 degree temperature ive been locked in the house all day thus extremely restless.
last night i was dumb enough to look at ann's myspace and it nearly ended me.
to go from such a lovefull life to nothing for 10 months is starting to really wear.
especially...
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something about pessimism

these souls stand still in solid bodies
that blend with hints of agitations
a side of serious slightly stiff
a comic, a jester and act and a gas
death comes all to dredful to those who laugh
-me
corkscrew:
Hawaii! Yay! Are you so excited to see me that you just might pee your pants when my plane lands? Yes? Me too!
corruptdmind:
Seantay, im sure we've been over this.

...optimism is AWESOME! wink
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I kinda like that Fort Minor song, its called "where did you go"
it really just sticks in my head, and that red haired girl in it is kinda cute.

if i keep up on this exercise thing i can rely on the fact that everyday i will look and feel better then i did the day before, believe it or not this suffices as...
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what can i say, i am finding as every day passes i begin to more and more recover from the effects of my philosophy class. With every day consisting of two miles 100 sit ups and 100 push ups for some reason i feel sore to the point of a numb bliss erupting in most parts of my body. its almost a tangible if not...
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elliot smith is here, in my computer and i'm convinced hes the cure to the common loner.
misery loves company.
but tonight im going to some huge party in the hills of hacienda.
Hacienda Hills.
Where im gonna smoke and drink until im comfortable and clever.
Then im gonna make someone laugh on the grounds of their beautiful smile.
and if im lucky i wont...
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bastard: Isnt that the car dad told you not to buy?
Dad: no i just said it has a lot of milage for being so expensive
Me: you just love that dont you, heaven forbid i should disagree with him on something and the minute i do you capitalize on it to make yourself look better, which i dont see how thats possible.
bastard: what...
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so many people lie that when you tell the truth nobody believes you, they're all looking for an angle, what does he get out of this.


the greatest breath i ever took was the truth until i choked on societies greatest lie about the imposibility of such a thing.
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spotted liver poke-a-dots
the single lawyer counts down the shots
he says he can argue
the laws of gravity
with the floor
-me

the new dresden dolls seedee is amazing.

dont you hate it when your crush dyes her hair and changes from her regular seat in your psychology class. its almost as if shes on to me.

this week is an ugly one but...
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corkscrew:
It is pretty amazing. The cover would make such a great tattoo for me, I wish I had thought of it first...
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I can write some pretty mushy shit sometimes, odd considering im not about to go into my minds vault of what love is and feels like. then again it isnt always up to me anyways.

your the poem
i couldnt put into words
so i put you in my arms instead
so close i could smell
taste, touch and see
sometimes i swear
you shower...
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corkscrew:
Whateva. You were just getting drunk at Jens with Kevin and Jay and whoever else you were with Tuesday night. You know what I was doing Tuesday night? Same thing you were- but alone. Ditto for last night, and tonight, and tomorrow night. I might get lucky and go see a movie with Raquel this weekend. God, I suck.

If you lived here we'd have crazy great adventures all the time. I miss you already, best-brother-in-the-whole-wide-world.

Come back soon.