Man, i feel older, do you ever feel older, I feel older.
Last night was a lot for one night.
I think I'm gonna spend today exhaling it all
I've been writing something, really putting odd hours into it and I'm not sure if I'll ever be done with it. Its one of those things that you will never know for sure if it can...
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Last night was a lot for one night.
I think I'm gonna spend today exhaling it all
I've been writing something, really putting odd hours into it and I'm not sure if I'll ever be done with it. Its one of those things that you will never know for sure if it can...
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Tuesday... I met somebody, I might be interested in.
But do you ever meet somebody and you're so happy with how the 30 minutes of hanging out went that over the next few days you build her up to be something far beyond what she really is?
so you see her again and its like oh well this is ok, because you only remember what...
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But do you ever meet somebody and you're so happy with how the 30 minutes of hanging out went that over the next few days you build her up to be something far beyond what she really is?
so you see her again and its like oh well this is ok, because you only remember what...
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corruptdmind:
how'd it go? how'd it go?
UPDATE!
UPDATE!
drunk again.
what is it, two days.
nobody should keep track.
my fingers are never fast enough for my thoughts.
been getting into this band Meg & Dia, been getting into a lot of bands that have female singers i.e. Maria taylor, regina spektor, orienda fink.
I wonder if it has anything to do with loneliness.
its so much easier to sleep when there's a...
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what is it, two days.
nobody should keep track.
my fingers are never fast enough for my thoughts.
been getting into this band Meg & Dia, been getting into a lot of bands that have female singers i.e. Maria taylor, regina spektor, orienda fink.
I wonder if it has anything to do with loneliness.
its so much easier to sleep when there's a...
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page_27:
confessional fits right between where you wonder if what you're doing is normal and wanting what you're doing to be better than normal.
pick up some lily allen, son.
she's a nice voice to follow.
pick up some lily allen, son.
she's a nice voice to follow.
nothing amazing to report.
drunk, 1:45 am eating el pollo loco.
of everybody, lately, to hit on or appreciate my being in a more platonic manner during this dry spell their has been.
a gay guy, no thanks not my thing
a rather large black woman, sorry not me.
an extremely christian decent looking girl, who am I kidding.
and then 23 year old amazing...
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drunk, 1:45 am eating el pollo loco.
of everybody, lately, to hit on or appreciate my being in a more platonic manner during this dry spell their has been.
a gay guy, no thanks not my thing
a rather large black woman, sorry not me.
an extremely christian decent looking girl, who am I kidding.
and then 23 year old amazing...
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no worries, pce
Today on marble floors
the decadent brush sounds
that sweep between make-up stores
ran throughout my mind
as powder filled the pores
and color slowly found
the right shade of previously
sallow cheeked girls
If decadence be bound
between two ears
like lovers in a crowd
you'll never find it here
a face is but the start
o' what a body can say
and your...
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the decadent brush sounds
that sweep between make-up stores
ran throughout my mind
as powder filled the pores
and color slowly found
the right shade of previously
sallow cheeked girls
If decadence be bound
between two ears
like lovers in a crowd
you'll never find it here
a face is but the start
o' what a body can say
and your...
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nobody reads these but i think its time i throw up a new post. So far lonely year, yet my recent purchases have spurred some confidence. We will see how that pans out when i start school again on the 16th, anybody in there going to FJC? Thats fullerton junior college. I wonder if anybody will recognize my SG shirt when i start the new...
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I'm so bored with everything right now, i know its just a phase but its a re-occuring phase none the less. I just cant wait till i move north or till i turn 21, i just cant wait till change. Nothing seems to fit in place its like ive fallen into a twilight zone where there are millions of girls but none of them suit...
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don't forget b's phone charger
my $500
and see if raquel hasnt uploaded those cd's on her computer maybe i can get em back.
your incentive:
i have coupons for quizznos (a fuckinlot of em)
and you get a drink, chips, and a small sub for $2.46.
and when you're back, snag hold of my sunglasses if you can.
my $500
and see if raquel hasnt uploaded those cd's on her computer maybe i can get em back.
your incentive:
i have coupons for quizznos (a fuckinlot of em)
and you get a drink, chips, and a small sub for $2.46.
and when you're back, snag hold of my sunglasses if you can.
heres what it does to you and why you do it.
well your ribs, dear
like a ladder you see
I'd like to climb them
with my finger tip lips
and those ribs dear
i'd like to tickle them
like a guitar's strings
until my dear
like a guitar
you sing
and these ribs dear
they seem to lead
to some kind of beat
that...
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well your ribs, dear
like a ladder you see
I'd like to climb them
with my finger tip lips
and those ribs dear
i'd like to tickle them
like a guitar's strings
until my dear
like a guitar
you sing
and these ribs dear
they seem to lead
to some kind of beat
that...
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I was bored so I clicked on the cutest set i could find (it was akemi's) and thought i would try to write while it played in the background and i would glance over every so often for inspiriation.
20 minutes later and im staring down this little number.
follow me, up the stairs
where you dance, like the daughter
in a sun dressed field...
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20 minutes later and im staring down this little number.
follow me, up the stairs
where you dance, like the daughter
in a sun dressed field...
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corkscrew:
I like this a lot. You're such a bastard, I can't wait until June.
so I'm sitting at home trying to prep my body to keep me from falling ill at tonights social, Ive been feeling really good these last couple nights. Last night a girl slept in my bed and we didnt touch or anything but the company was long over due, holding her would of been nice but it didnt seem to be in the cards.
Bought...
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Bought...
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Today i spent my haircut money on a new Kundera book, I'm telling myself i cant get my hair cut until i finish it or else i'm cheating in some logic.
I read twenty-two pages in borders but couldnt read anymore because every two minutes i was distracted by the gorgous girl that works there. I didnt mind but she will never know how responsible...
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I read twenty-two pages in borders but couldnt read anymore because every two minutes i was distracted by the gorgous girl that works there. I didnt mind but she will never know how responsible...
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shokmylife:
I bet shes mean.
Or extremely nice in a way that you wouild have never believed.
I want to go peer over a book at her sometime with you.
For 5 minutes. Only. Unless we get coffee with alchohal in it.
and I still hate you.
Or extremely nice in a way that you wouild have never believed.
I want to go peer over a book at her sometime with you.
For 5 minutes. Only. Unless we get coffee with alchohal in it.
and I still hate you.
one of those nights...
The Whistle That Wakes You
shes the harpy of the sea
so i said "lets play fantasy"
we'll always have real life
find yourself asleep tonight
forget
that your beauty is a muzzle for my mind
forget
that I talk like a scatterbrained mime
and the body language follows
in stuttered shivers
so thirsty is the pier
that reaches into the...
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The Whistle That Wakes You
shes the harpy of the sea
so i said "lets play fantasy"
we'll always have real life
find yourself asleep tonight
forget
that your beauty is a muzzle for my mind
forget
that I talk like a scatterbrained mime
and the body language follows
in stuttered shivers
so thirsty is the pier
that reaches into the...
Read More