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Suddenly I turned around and she was standin' there
With silver bracelets on her wrists and flowers in her hair.
She walked up to me so gracefully and took my crown of thorns.
"Come in," she said,
"I'll give you shelter from the storm."
- Bob Dylan

Moved my bed down today, using it as a sofa until I get the rest of my furniture....
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Only three days left of my sick leave. Haven't been into work for almost a month! 10 days vacation, some days off and almost two weeks of paid sick leave..
Meh. It's going to suck going back to work and my first shift is of course with one of the most challenging patients.
Got an email from H&M the other day, applied for a job...
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So I finally know what my back piece tattoo will be. On the left side of my back, a phoenix, on the right, a dragon. Meeting back to back at my spine.

In both Greek and Egyptian tales, the phoenix represented the sun, dying in flames at the end of the day and rising each morning. Early Christians came to view the flight of the...
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So today is the day I hopefully get the key for the apartment. The guy said he would bring it over today and he better!
I've emptied my room for stuff, filling up half the living room with all the stuff I've managed to cram into my tiny room. Haven't got any boxes so I finally found a use for all my purses and bags...
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Off to the housewarming party, as always late, overslept, spent hours doing my hair etc etc. And have been given the task of bringing music. Yay.. And need to stop by somewhere to buy food. Fuck, I haven't eaten today. Eep!
Spending the night at the apartment in the city, and depending on how drunk I am, see you all later.

All curled up and...
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So you are staring into the mirror and you are no longer looking at what is real, it is you but you are hanging upside down, there is no struggle to break free, just a quiet acceptance of a victory that was not yours, the tears have been soothingly wiped from your cheeks, keep staring or reach out, trail your fingers through your hair, press...
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Blindfold me
Sneak up from behind and make my world go dark
Grab my arm and lead me, my skin sensitive to your touch
Send shivers down my spine, the hair on my arms stand
Don't say a word, your breathing is enough
Your hand on my lower back, guiding me, firmly
Push me down
Make me explode with joy


Anyways.. Promised myself off to...
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Seconds before the dawn..
Seconds before the storm..
A burning sensation, buried deep within, clenching of sheets, screaming at the midnight sun
A god staring at lips that are a work of art, claws digging through pale skin, a heartbeat
Believe he will hurt you, believe the wounds will be fatal
Her eyes, terrified and shining, will give the hungry beasts manners
Creep back into...
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Back from Denmark. It is done, we spread some of her ashes by the grave of her favorite poet and the rest in the sea. It was a brilliant day, beautiful, poetic. We went there at sunrise, dressed in colourful tracksuit pants, turquoise, red, green, some clutching bottles of champagne, I was carrying a tray of strawberries and plastic cups. The grieving family and friends...
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17 days of vacation! Fanfuckingtastic!
Sunday, going south, Monday, off to Denmark for festival, booze and spreading of the aunts ashes.

And.. time to stop buying whatever it is I have been buying lately.. Spent $1300 in the last two weeks.. Woops..
Spent $90 on underwear yesterday. But it was on sale, I couldn't help myself!
Other than this.. Life feels pretty sweet at the...
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