Sometimes my life is hilarious.
Let us begin with going to work yesterday, shall we?
-20 C, poor car covered in ice and wind shield wipers were glued to the windows.
I broke off the wind shield wiper at the rear window. It was stuck and I was simply trying to free it.
Good thing I won't need it until summer because I can't see... Read More
Had a shift at my old job, co-worker for today was from India/Pakistan/whatever. Around there.
Guy does not talk.
Me: So you're going to school right?
Him: Yes.
....
/end conversation
This year may receive the dubious honor of being the strangest year of my life.
December always has me contemplating life, the future, the past, all things that fall into my path. Perhaps it is the lack of light that makes it so. Perhaps it is because the year is coming to an end. Maybe it is both.
Nevertheless..
Starting with the trip to Thailand,... Read More
that's how life is i guess. some people have magnetic laps that attract great things towards it. my lap must have the same polarity as the great things. lol!
Sometimes I dream of you. It's never nice dreams. It's always about me being hurt by someone and then running to you.
And you know what I'm coming for. I couldn't stop crying but you yanked my head back and told me to stop.
Dressing in your bathroom. Pulling on my panties, my bra, jeans, buttoning them, you blocking the door and giving me that... Read More
Coffeelove: fuck
i don't want to be busy with dino-licking
all distracted
and then there is a god damn raptor behind me
walkaway: rudely eaten in the middle of the act
Coffeelove: AT LEAST LET ME FINISH!
walkaway: raptors might be... Read More
I hope you're right. It's just hard to see things that way right now. My health problems are just such a huge part of my life at the moment...Affecting pretty much every aspect of my life. It's so invasive that it's just hard to separate it from my identity I suppose
I lock up my dark side, those dark thoughts. I feed them.
I wait for them to grow stronger, fearless.
I wait for them to resemble reality.
That is when I dig up the key, unlock what holds them and I play them over and over.
To feel some kind of pain, to understand something I can't grasp.
To inspire myself. To be able to... Read More
I fail and fall down, inches from the finish line
As I hit the ground the air is punched out of me
Gasping for air, digging my nails into the dirt
I see, I understand, I know every tactic of this game
But here I am
Again
I have no excuses, only beaten pride
And shame
Every time I start over, the list of failures... Read More
now don't be a meanie head!
Enjoy your early night in!!