coffeelove

My dear friend Christoffer was found dead today. Died from an overdose. His puppy was sitting on his lap.
I saw Chris not two weeks ago. He seemed happy. He had been clean for two years. He felt his future was bright.
And then.. I will never see him again. It hurts so bad. Why? The most wonderful, amazing, sweetest and kindest guy in the world.. Why..
I want to beat him up so badly. God damned idiot. Fuck fuck fuck! I can't believe it. Not him. Anyone but him.