coffeelove

So many advices. I don't know which to follow. Maybe all of them.. or none.
When I don't know what it is I want, have no clue of what I want to say and all words just flee my mind.
It isn't entirely true.. I know everything but I'm too good at pretending I don't know. I don't want to face it. I don't want to look down and see the ground disappearing beneath my feet.
But in a little while, days, weeks, yes weeks. Then I'll know what to say. And you will find I can be merciless.