Despite being up puking all night I managed to get myself to the GP appointment I had today. I didn't want to postpone it as I feel I've spent enough time worrying about this panic disorder thing.
So they finally laid the epilepsy-theory to rest and I now have medication.
Starting on something called Cipralex for now but I have to admit that even though this is what I wanted, I am terrified of them having negative side effects on me. I like myself the way I am, minus the panic disorder of course, and I hope being on this pills won't make me change in any way.
I have no experience with this kind of medication so I'm just wondering what to expect.
I also got Valium for my yet theoretical trip to Hawaii. You know, to keep me from fainting my way over there.
Yay pills..
Oh and also my GP sent a request for some therapy thing. Hopefully that will work too.
So they finally laid the epilepsy-theory to rest and I now have medication.
Starting on something called Cipralex for now but I have to admit that even though this is what I wanted, I am terrified of them having negative side effects on me. I like myself the way I am, minus the panic disorder of course, and I hope being on this pills won't make me change in any way.
I have no experience with this kind of medication so I'm just wondering what to expect.
I also got Valium for my yet theoretical trip to Hawaii. You know, to keep me from fainting my way over there.
Yay pills..
Oh and also my GP sent a request for some therapy thing. Hopefully that will work too.
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None of that sounds like any good.
I'm thinking of trying to see another therapist soon; my depression has been really bad.
But I hate therapy.
Hopefully it is better for you, though.