coffeelove

Jesus fucking christ. Can people please stop dying? Mom called me a few hours ago to tell me that my stepfathers brother died today. Found outside his house on Svalbard. No one knows what happened. Today it is five months since my aunt died. One year since we celebrated her birthday. It's been a month since my cousins father died. I'm at work and all I want to do is hide under the covers and cry until my heart fucking breaks. What a year this is turning out to be.