coffeelove

I feel so empty and hollow today. Last night I really felt the need to sleep in someones arms. Hardly slept because my mind kept wandering and I couldn't relax. I drifted off, woke up, drifted off again. All night. Or should I say all morning. Fell asleep around six, woke up a few hours later, was awake for a while and went back to sleep, of course I then overslept for work.. I feel like a failure and a Fuck up today, it is a feeling I rarely have so I do not know what to do. Feel like going home, curl up under my duvet and cry. It has just been too much for me lately. I want to let everything go. I want this feeling to disappear. God I can't wait for it to be Friday and have the weekend off. I had promised some friends that I'd meet up with them but right now I just want to disappear. Maybe I will pack my bags, bring the rats and go up to our cabin for a few days.