coffeelove

She died an hour before i arrived. She was in no pain and she is now at peace. And so am i. I feel very relieved, peacefull and the pain i have felt the last months has disappeared. It didn't matter that much that i wasn't here when she died, i got to say what i wanted when i arrived. I cried, told her what she has meant to me and.. I let her go. Spring is connected with rebirth, and i feel renewed, i am happy for my family whom has finally been able to relax and let the knot that has been inside dissolve. The emptiness i feel is that of a good kind, if there is such a thing. I am now looking forward to spending this time with my family and remember my aunt for what she was. A wonderful human being with the biggest heart i have ever had the pleasure of being let in to. Love, B