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I am so fourteen years old in behaviour when I'm crushing on a guy.
I'm embarrassed by myself

The American ex is messaging a friend of mine on FB, so that she can tell me that he will send my painting back to me.
Jeez. Why not tell me that instead. It's not like I'm going to bite his dick off.

Boy at work is making me all sorts of frustrated cause.. Nothing is happening. I have no idea if he is interested...
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"I want a guy that wants kids, a house with a white picket fence, a damn lab running in the yard, the whole package..But I want that same guy to say 'Hey send the kids to the grandparents for the weekend, I want to go to a sex club in Amsterdam and watch you get fucked by other men while I get a blowjob from...
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I want to be let loose. Set free. So tired of straining my neck, arching my back, keeping in check, never running across fields, chilled grass under my feet, heart pounding, insane joy and loud screams.
Collapse and stare at a blue sky until it feels like I've melted into the earth and spend eternity looking up.
Just something. Anything.

Thinking back to when I paid for a years subscription.. ya I may be here for a great deal longer than I thought

Anyways.
I want to go back to Thailand. Who wants to join me?

I have made waffles for breakfast, fresh coffee and John Mayer playing in the background.
This may turn out to be a very good morning.
Goodmorning sweetie

If I want to report that guy.. The charges will be for sneaking into my home and no sexual charges.
Great. Think I will just take matters into own hands then and give him a proper kick in the balls.

Die Liebe ist mein Fhrer

Went back to the police station today and had a pleasant first meeting with Norwegian law enforcement.
I told the police officer assigned to me what had happened and it was so good to hear him say that it is a punishable crime.
So he is going to call me later this week to set up a proper interview.
I ♥ the police

Haven't gotten around to filing a report on the idiot. Went to the police station yesterday and there wasn't anyone there. So I'll try again on Monday.
I'm doing alright now, I don't automatically lock my door the second I come home and so far haven't had that much trouble falling asleep.
I still jump at any unknown sound and look suspiciously out my windows...
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