Friday Mar 24, 2006

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*sigh*
I feel terreble..
my moms birthday was yesterday... I had a nice day planned out with flowers and dinner and all that.. and when i called her after school to tell her happy birthday she didnt pick up, then she left me a message sayin if you don't fuckin you fuckin can fuckin, fuck fuck fuck... My mom has lost it.. she left yesterday and i didnt see her, I left three dozen flowers around the house for her to find and a few roses with a card for her on the stairway... I came home from school today she said shes just waiting till i move out.. didnt even mention the flowers or card... I feel terreble.. my mom hates me when all I wanted to do was give her a nice birthday.. I forgot to take out the trash.. one little thing can set her off... Im so emotionally unstable cuz of it.. espeicially now when shes in the middle of her tantrum... shes giving me the silent treatment.. god fuck, i feel worthless
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darbot:
Thanks for the comment on my set! sorry this is coming a little late...school madness.
Don't feel worthless. It sounds like you did better than the average person. Sometimes the closest people to us are the cruelest.
(lovey our hawk)
valdis:
This actually really worries me. I don't know the history there but I sincerely hope you have someone you can turn to besides an online blog. I don't know too many sons who would go to all that effort for their mothers birthday. That was a very thoughtful and selfless gesture.

Oh and thank you for your comment on my set!
smile

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