codycat

Yummy yummy, lots of painkillers for breakfast!!! But the painkillers don't do a damn thing for pain! They just fuck me up and make me feel like a nutsack after a long exercise (nasty as fuck) ..... But the medical marijuana edibles help the pain, and the nauseous feeling, and lack of appetite and basically every other side effects I get from my pills... Oh and I'm supposed to be on 4mg hydromorphone, 5mg Valium and 20mg oxycontin every 3hours, but I've only been taking half that dosage every 4-6 hours depending on the pain... And they still make me feel like balls.. but the pain without them is unbearable!! I'm talking makes Cody cry and scream curse words at the top of my lungs.... Then We get to the brace I'm forced to wear for the next 3 months... Damn thing rubs on about half of my 8 inch main incision on my spine constantly being irritating as fuck and completely rubs along the whole incision on my upper hip Where they did a bone graft..... Shit fucking sucks, I just can't wait till I'm all healed up, and can have fun risking breaking my back again... But whatever for now I lay here in horrible pain just waiting for the drugs to kick in and give me some crazy ass dreams..