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codycat

Simi Valley, California

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Wednesday Jun 06, 2012

Jun 6, 2012
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Why is it that my life could be better than it's ever been before... But I still want to kill myself? There is something very wrong with me cause I think about suicide like 24/7 but, suicide never worked before so why would it work now? Oh well. I guess I just get used to waking up every morning and being pissed that I'm alive.... And no one will read this cause none of you give a fuck because I'm not a beautiful girl... Fuck you
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delia:
I'm not gonna promise that things will get better, but I can say that you're not alone.
I've had plenty of nights where I wished I would die or had the courage to do it myself.
And even more mornings where I'm just so sad to still be alive.
Here if you need to talk!
Jun 7, 2012
codycat:
People like you guys really make me feel alot bettersmile so thank you guys so much!! And I have just been telling myself that I'm happy because there is no real reason not to be.. my life is good and I've still got some things to live for!! One of which is getting to someday meet beautiful Deliabiggrin... But Thanks again you too!!
Jun 7, 2012

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