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codycat

Simi Valley, California

Member Since 2011

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Sunday Jun 19, 2011

Jun 19, 2011
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I actually broke down and cried today, I can not remember the last time I cried, but the tears are still rolling down my cheeks... this is a bad sign indeed.. my thoughts are bouncing around my mind so fast and the only ones I can actually hold on to are horrible suicidal thoughts! I wish there was something I could do about it but I've tried before and it doesn't work.. I know its not the drugs doin this to me cause I haven't done anything in like 2 months. Except smoke marijuana.. oh well hopefully tomorrow is a better day because I can't take many more like today...
niobe:
*hugs* Sometimes a good cry is what we need. We hold so much in and tears are a good emotional release.
Jun 19, 2011
codycat:
You are such a sweetheart!
Jun 20, 2011

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