code_red

Been a rough road the last few days. Went down to FL to visit family, met up with some awesome people, some not-so-awesome people, and some great family. I left sunday to return to SD, only to find out a girl from my unit in Iraq killed herself and a good friend is in the hospital. 'Good friend' left me a msg and i picked...
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I am trying to do the right thing. I am trying to get my fucking life together between booze and cigarettes and it just doesnt want to work. Maybe I am destined not to return to NY.

Trying to find a college program that can go with the degree that I want... no luck. everything is in upstate (central) NY, almost nothing on the island....
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I cannot quite figure it out. 3 days ago, I was hardcore "getting-a-job-and-out-of-the-navy" cody. Now, I am more like "going-to-college-and-working-part-time-but-still-out-of-the-navy" cody.
and I think I am going to do the insides for my 1/2 sleeves. I was happy with just the outsides done I dunno know why I want to do it now... but I REALLY want to do it. I am thinking a horse...
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I have returned!!!! and IRAQ SUCKED!

looks like everyone departed me here...

okay folks, i know i told you that the previous one was my last post... but i couldnt resist.... THIS will definately be my last post. especially considering my account is up tomorrow. if anyone wants to keep in contact with me until my return to SG, email me at cnoren@gonavy.com (laughter to a minimum, please.) Although most of you could give two shits, some...
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okay folks, i know i told you that the previous one was my last post... but i couldnt resist.... THIS will definately be my last post. especially considering my account is up tomorrow. if anyone wants to keep in contact with me until my return to SG, email me at cnoren@gonavy.com (laughter to a minimum, please.) Although most of you could give two shits, some...
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okay folks, i know i told you that the previous one was my last post... but i couldnt resist.... THIS will definately be my last post. especially considering my account is up tomorrow. if anyone wants to keep in contact with me until my return to SG, email me at cnoren@gonavy.com (laughter to a minimum, please.) Although most of you could give two shits, some...
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Well, this is my last post on suicide girls. I found out today that I am going to be in iraq until january 2007, and it kind of seems useless to keep the account while im over there. It has certainly been a blast over the last 3 months, you folks are the best. This account will still be active until next month, so please...
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Been getting into that mindset. It happened as soon as I woke up on the 11th. Getting my shit together. some call it psychosis... I call it, "Henry Rollins" Mode. I start focusing on work, on the mission, on personal improvement, and dedication.

I kind of feel bad when I get this way, because it causes me to become a dick to people who care...
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Dear God,

I would just like to say thanks for my existance. On top of that, I would also like to know if you could say hello to my friends up there. You know which ones... the ones I cried my eyes out over, the ones I cursed about... the ones I blamed on you. By the way, sorry for that. I look forward to...
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