So, just to keep you all posted *cricket chirps* umm, i mean, just to let anyone who is interested... I went stir crazy the other day and blew some $$ at the book/music store. these were my purchases:

CDs:
Based on a true story by Starting Line
Look at all the love we found - tribute to sublime
MFZB by Zebrahead
Decadence by Head Automatica
Demon Days by Gorillaz
Apertif for Destruction by Richard Cheese

Books:
"Make Love! The Bruce Campbell Way" by Bruce Campbell
"Sex, Drugs, & Cocoa Puffs" by Chuck Klosterman

All in all, I am extremely happy with my purchases... I just wont be happy with the credit card bill comes next month. But if they deploy me to Iraq, it wont matter! I still havent gotten my orders, so who knows. only 5 more "I dont know's" before the possibility ends!

WOW, so let me drop this A bomb on you... I read someone's journal the other day and what she wrote inspired me to write a (very crappy) poem, which I will gladly put on a chopping block for all of you...

"Friday Night"
It was Friday night and the moon was out
I am so glad you werent beside me
People share stories of us
Party times that make for great love songs
I remember trying to climb the tree
Attempting to forget everything that happened
The bark as rough as the scabs on my knees
From when I begged for your forgiveness

The truth still echoes in my skull
I am not sad that I walked away from you
But I am sad that you are away
Now all I need is room to grow...
Its Friday night and the moon is out
And I am so glad you arent beside me
But its so much worse
Because youre inside me

Love it, hate it, appriciate it, thats cool too... just be gentle.. im fragile.