It is 1:17am. I know I should go back to sleep, but I don't want to. I keep dreaming of my grandfather's funeral. I keep thinking that it is all not real and that i'm gonna get a phone call from my mom saying it was just a joke. I wouldn't even be mad if it was just a joke. FL was good except for that funeral, and it was nice to be with family. My chick made it down from PDX to visit, which was awesome too... But I am still in disbelief.

Oh yea, and my paycheck was FUBAR'd up and apparently I am making 800/month LESS that what was originally perceived. Now I wont be able to buy the Subaru legacy off my friend without the loan.... grumble...

I need to GTFO of here.