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Saturday Feb 09, 2008

Feb 9, 2008
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These days I am not doing too well. Physically im okay, but my head is out of wack. My girlfriends grandfather was killed in a car wreck yesterday so she left and went home to Chicago to handle business. I miss her.

Also I miss my family something fierce today. I want to see my niece... my adorable little rugrat niece that loves to chop up my face with her baby fingernails. She is so cool. We walk around and look at colorful things and its so cool to be around her because she is just fuckin awesome cause we are bigger then everyone, and unstoppable!

I miss my brother too. I want to go bullshit with him and see my nephew and see my sister, and of course my mom and step father. I want to not feel helpless.

I haven't been doing any work with emergency services recently either... I have a internship pending with clark county fire but until then im biting at my fingernails. I feel so useless and helpless. I was doing so well prior to today. I could really use a friend in this city right now.
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anthea:
have I been hiding? Thanks for the comment on my set darling smile
Feb 11, 2008
dangermagnet:
where are you? did you disappear on me? frown I hope you're doing better.
Feb 21, 2008

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