code_red

I got back from a decent night of being with friends and all I want is to pass out and ignore society. I check my mail and what do I get? A notice that my ex wife is filed paperwork against me back in february while I was deployed to Iraq, and I am not finding out about it until now. So here I am, having to do all this over, and file more damn paperwork. Why does the system work against me at all times!? can I not just get a fucking hand up? thats $328 dollars going up the tailpipe to finish this shit that I wanted to finish a year ago. I thought it was done. What the fuck meeting did I miss while I was gone?

Moments like these make me want to die. Moments like last week make me want to live. A bit of a conundrum, dont you think?

give me a reason to ignore all of this...