I cannot quite figure it out. 3 days ago, I was hardcore "getting-a-job-and-out-of-the-navy" cody. Now, I am more like "going-to-college-and-working-part-time-but-still-out-of-the-navy" cody.
and I think I am going to do the insides for my 1/2 sleeves. I was happy with just the outsides done I dunno know why I want to do it now... but I REALLY want to do it. I am thinking a horse shoe and some more "luck" stuff on my right and a ship or shipwreck on my left. I just dont know.
The good thing is that if I get out to go to college, which I have been informed that I can do without taking out loans (NAVY is footing the bill), I can get out of the navy 3 months early, so by June I could be attending school @ stony brook or some other home-town college (plenty on the island) and working part time. It seems right, and so easy, but damn... I just dont know if thats what I want. Everyone tells me its the smart thing to do, and I probably will end up doing it.... But it just freaks me out because I have never thought about it until now. 4 Years ago, that was the plan... but now its only 9 months away and it seems a bit surreal. and to think: this would have never been thought up if my friend hadnt mentioned it to me. Damn it sucks growing up.
I will worry about this more after xmas, for now im going to get a bite to eat, and think of something not related to college or getting out of the military... cause this shit is scaring the crap out of me.
and I think I am going to do the insides for my 1/2 sleeves. I was happy with just the outsides done I dunno know why I want to do it now... but I REALLY want to do it. I am thinking a horse shoe and some more "luck" stuff on my right and a ship or shipwreck on my left. I just dont know.
The good thing is that if I get out to go to college, which I have been informed that I can do without taking out loans (NAVY is footing the bill), I can get out of the navy 3 months early, so by June I could be attending school @ stony brook or some other home-town college (plenty on the island) and working part time. It seems right, and so easy, but damn... I just dont know if thats what I want. Everyone tells me its the smart thing to do, and I probably will end up doing it.... But it just freaks me out because I have never thought about it until now. 4 Years ago, that was the plan... but now its only 9 months away and it seems a bit surreal. and to think: this would have never been thought up if my friend hadnt mentioned it to me. Damn it sucks growing up.
I will worry about this more after xmas, for now im going to get a bite to eat, and think of something not related to college or getting out of the military... cause this shit is scaring the crap out of me.
