Well, things have already changed. The Gov't charged me for some vacation time I took right after Iraq, so it looks like I cannot do the month in europe as planned. might just be two weeks. still got to work out the details of it all.
I certainly hope this year is better then last. Last year I lost alot of things dear to me...
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I certainly hope this year is better then last. Last year I lost alot of things dear to me...
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bullet_mckenzie:
so happy new year... and mr well i miss you too, i went on friday to the bomb but you were no were to be found.. its alright one of these days we will see each other there... art show coming up if you dont know its not that far from your neck of the woods... so hopefully youll be there
I have decided I am going to do a tour of europe for a month when I get out of the navy. Should be around may. The itinerary is very loose and open-ended, but basically its looking like this:
Dublin, Ireland
Stockholm, Sweden
Helsinki, Finland
Copenhagan, Denmark
Also, I found the college I am going to attend, so I just have to get my application...
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Dublin, Ireland
Stockholm, Sweden
Helsinki, Finland
Copenhagan, Denmark
Also, I found the college I am going to attend, so I just have to get my application...
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Definately a bit lost these days. Monday night I went to meet up w/ some people. Long story short, I got completely shit-faced drunk. Really bad. Like, to the point I don't remember some things I did... mainly drive home. I remember leaving the friends' house, next thing I know im taking a shower in my apartment. I got zero sleep (partying from 10pm -...
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bullet_mckenzie:
if you ever need anything or anyone.. you can count on me luv'ey
-Bullet
-Bullet
bullet_mckenzie:
i think you should get half sleeves for the moment....
i think you look fine with your tattoos... but youd look sexier with half sleeves
i think you look fine with your tattoos... but youd look sexier with half sleeves
My friend Kim rocks. She introduced me into the wonderful world of hookah. After a shitty day because of my ex wife, she said some Sheesha would really cheer me up. So we wondered downtown and she bought a hookah and some tobacco and we brought it back to my place. After burning my rug 3 times on the coals, and the coal-holding-thingy busting on...
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bullet_mckenzie:
hooka is awsome... sheesha is better smoked in a mini pipe... when we would go on mushroom trips we didnt smoke ciggies... but sheesha in the pipe it was nicer for our trip.... anyways... yeah thank god for friends is right
I got back from a decent night of being with friends and all I want is to pass out and ignore society. I check my mail and what do I get? A notice that my ex wife is filed paperwork against me back in february while I was deployed to Iraq, and I am not finding out about it until now. So here I am,...
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Note to self:
I never have been able to understand you. Your words and actions aren't always equal, your theories and methods don't always match. You always try to show to be the valent hero, but you always hide your darkest side for fear of rejection. You hate yourself because you don't understand yourself, and that is causing problems for the both of us. How...
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I never have been able to understand you. Your words and actions aren't always equal, your theories and methods don't always match. You always try to show to be the valent hero, but you always hide your darkest side for fear of rejection. You hate yourself because you don't understand yourself, and that is causing problems for the both of us. How...
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widow:
oh RED!
Goodness, this is the first time that I've ventured over to your page...goodness me. Quite a bit of vulnerability that you just splattered on the page just there.
do you have some time to be very quiet with yourself? for say, a month? i noticed that when i really took the time to just retreat, far far away, it all began to make sense. i think the mind gets saturated with psychedellic (hmm@ that spelling..not much of a speller per say) kaleidescope (again...sp..) of distortion. things make sense for individual people, but not much sense for the mind staring out onto a landscape of billions of people.
breathe. lots. breathe. it's amazing what it'll do for you.
you sound like you have a lot of potential, and much to be proud of. I'm looking forward to seeing what you end up doing.
buttercups.
Goodness, this is the first time that I've ventured over to your page...goodness me. Quite a bit of vulnerability that you just splattered on the page just there.
do you have some time to be very quiet with yourself? for say, a month? i noticed that when i really took the time to just retreat, far far away, it all began to make sense. i think the mind gets saturated with psychedellic (hmm@ that spelling..not much of a speller per say) kaleidescope (again...sp..) of distortion. things make sense for individual people, but not much sense for the mind staring out onto a landscape of billions of people.
breathe. lots. breathe. it's amazing what it'll do for you.
you sound like you have a lot of potential, and much to be proud of. I'm looking forward to seeing what you end up doing.
buttercups.
My friend got some bad news on her medical report, seems she's going to be here a bit longer. I just want her to ba happy at this point... but then again, isnt that what we all want for our friends? I went back to work, got hooked up with some sweet hours and I think they are going to put me in as a...
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Been a rough road the last few days. Went down to FL to visit family, met up with some awesome people, some not-so-awesome people, and some great family. I left sunday to return to SD, only to find out a girl from my unit in Iraq killed herself and a good friend is in the hospital. 'Good friend' left me a msg and i picked...
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I am trying to do the right thing. I am trying to get my fucking life together between booze and cigarettes and it just doesnt want to work. Maybe I am destined not to return to NY.
Trying to find a college program that can go with the degree that I want... no luck. everything is in upstate (central) NY, almost nothing on the island....
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Trying to find a college program that can go with the degree that I want... no luck. everything is in upstate (central) NY, almost nothing on the island....
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I cannot quite figure it out. 3 days ago, I was hardcore "getting-a-job-and-out-of-the-navy" cody. Now, I am more like "going-to-college-and-working-part-time-but-still-out-of-the-navy" cody.
and I think I am going to do the insides for my 1/2 sleeves. I was happy with just the outsides done I dunno know why I want to do it now... but I REALLY want to do it. I am thinking a horse...
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and I think I am going to do the insides for my 1/2 sleeves. I was happy with just the outsides done I dunno know why I want to do it now... but I REALLY want to do it. I am thinking a horse...
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I have returned!!!! and IRAQ SUCKED!
looks like everyone departed me here...
looks like everyone departed me here...