What A Shitbag
I knew it. I knew I should have known better. I am so stupid, its retarded. Hector was supposed to be here Thursday. So I told Barley Thursday. Then Hector said Sunday, so I told Barley Sunday. He pushed it back so he could go on a road trip with his best friends sister. He was going to drive from Kentucky to New Mexico with her. Now he called and said he is just going to drive to LA. Meaning he wont be here on Sunday, he wont be here for another week or so. I dont want to see him anyway. really, I don't. But I am crying because of what it does to our kid. His priorities really are so messed up that he would rather do that then see his son. It makes my heart hurt. Barley? Barley could probably care less. But me? I have to think about it every minute of every day. its tourture Hector not being here, because the faster he gets here, the faster he can be out of this house and on his way.
I am so stupid.
I knew it. I knew I should have known better. I am so stupid, its retarded. Hector was supposed to be here Thursday. So I told Barley Thursday. Then Hector said Sunday, so I told Barley Sunday. He pushed it back so he could go on a road trip with his best friends sister. He was going to drive from Kentucky to New Mexico with her. Now he called and said he is just going to drive to LA. Meaning he wont be here on Sunday, he wont be here for another week or so. I dont want to see him anyway. really, I don't. But I am crying because of what it does to our kid. His priorities really are so messed up that he would rather do that then see his son. It makes my heart hurt. Barley? Barley could probably care less. But me? I have to think about it every minute of every day. its tourture Hector not being here, because the faster he gets here, the faster he can be out of this house and on his way.
I am so stupid.
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You'll just have to give Barley some extra cuddles yourself.