Well here it goes: I broke up with my girlfriend of 6 months. It did not go well and things went down hill which I guess I should have foreseen happening and did not. I was not classy about it and it came as a shock to her which is my fault and is embarrassing. I should have been more firm in what I needed and I should have been more forthright and told her more about the problems I was having at the time. She was in every right to be as angry and saddened by what happened for I went about it in the manner of a douche. I will admit I had and have major problems with the way she acted when I came to her with problems and how she acted afterwards. It was up to me to let that be known to her and I never did. I will miss her and I feel bad as I am writing this.
As for my block policy when it comes to people I date: I usually block them till I feel comfortable around them again. If I block an ex it's because I want to recover and I will come to that person when I feel I can do it with emotionally hurting myself, which is probly the only time you will see me put myself before another person.
And now a song I like while depressed:
As for my block policy when it comes to people I date: I usually block them till I feel comfortable around them again. If I block an ex it's because I want to recover and I will come to that person when I feel I can do it with emotionally hurting myself, which is probly the only time you will see me put myself before another person.
And now a song I like while depressed:
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doobs:
keep your head up my friend, if you need anything let me know
elementalchick:
cedric, you did what you felt was right, and though it was handled badly, i understand and accept your reasons. I don't hate you, and i don't want you to hate yourself either. you're a great person, and i really hope we can work through this and be friends. i understand you need time, in a way i do too...but please stop beating yourself up, you don't deserve it.