SELF-SABOTAGE
Did you ever have something going good--a relationship in the budding, exciting stages--and then you just sabotaged it, blew it up completely, for no good reason other than your own fucked-up-ness? And then you feel so bad you want to kick yourself in the head?
Why the fuck did I do that?
THE RECIPE FOR DISASTER
Confuse real person with object of your fantasy.
Stoke the fantasy, ignore the places it doesn't jibe with the real person.
Grind away at the misfit.
Antidote:
Always appreciate, never expect.
Wide awake, hoping for nothing.
Pure gifting, no delusions.
Did you ever have something going good--a relationship in the budding, exciting stages--and then you just sabotaged it, blew it up completely, for no good reason other than your own fucked-up-ness? And then you feel so bad you want to kick yourself in the head?
Why the fuck did I do that?
THE RECIPE FOR DISASTER
Confuse real person with object of your fantasy.
Stoke the fantasy, ignore the places it doesn't jibe with the real person.
Grind away at the misfit.
Antidote:
Always appreciate, never expect.
Wide awake, hoping for nothing.
Pure gifting, no delusions.