I have had such a useless day. How many times have I typed that same line? Okay so it was frustrating
I hate not having money. Now that thats out I have to say that I wanted to work tonight so fucking bad. I need money, maybe I dont need it but I sure WANT it. I got to work and realized I washed my thongs and gave them to my grandma to dry. Funny I know, so I drive all the way back home to get them from her and she says she left them still in the bag I handed them to her in, in her car which is parked at my house.
So I cant work without having my crotch covered, and unless I went to get more thongs, I am pretty much screwed, plus I would be dead late if I went in. This is Ethel being stupid. I only wanted to go to work so I could take advantage of the Fredricks of Hollywood sale going on right now.
Kristina is still mad at me. And I wanna cry about that. Whether she takes pictures of me ever again is not the issue, I just want her to be my friend. I hate having shit like this happen. I hate it. It just makes me feel horrible. Yeah right, like I am a philanthropic person. I basically hate having bad ties.
I missed my appointment with Scott too, which sucks. Sorry Scott I wish I could just take pictures with you now, since I am ready and all and have a ride. Gah!!!
I DO have an appointment to do pictures with Gary tentatively set for next week, I hope we can do something cool enough in my house to make a few good pieces of art.
Ahhh! I woke up this day for my health, not to make money, not to make art. No reason at all. Hand me a paintbrush.
I hate not having money. Now that thats out I have to say that I wanted to work tonight so fucking bad. I need money, maybe I dont need it but I sure WANT it. I got to work and realized I washed my thongs and gave them to my grandma to dry. Funny I know, so I drive all the way back home to get them from her and she says she left them still in the bag I handed them to her in, in her car which is parked at my house.
So I cant work without having my crotch covered, and unless I went to get more thongs, I am pretty much screwed, plus I would be dead late if I went in. This is Ethel being stupid. I only wanted to go to work so I could take advantage of the Fredricks of Hollywood sale going on right now.
Kristina is still mad at me. And I wanna cry about that. Whether she takes pictures of me ever again is not the issue, I just want her to be my friend. I hate having shit like this happen. I hate it. It just makes me feel horrible. Yeah right, like I am a philanthropic person. I basically hate having bad ties.
I missed my appointment with Scott too, which sucks. Sorry Scott I wish I could just take pictures with you now, since I am ready and all and have a ride. Gah!!!
I DO have an appointment to do pictures with Gary tentatively set for next week, I hope we can do something cool enough in my house to make a few good pieces of art.
Ahhh! I woke up this day for my health, not to make money, not to make art. No reason at all. Hand me a paintbrush.