So I skipped out on work tonight. I was insanely drowsy for no reason. I switched though so I am going in tomorrow. Three days in a row, although I am not technically scheduled for Friday. I like money so that might be a motivation to go. I really want to buy this effing Bra off of Fredricks of Hollywood, to match a pair of black and pick ruffled shorts I bought from Gadzooks when I worked there, and a pair of black stockings with ruffles and light pink bows on them. But alas, I have things to save for. Next months rent, which I am pretty sure I have, but you know there are always those electric bills and other pests that pop up. Adulthood rocks.
I think I have somehow grown immune to my St. Johns Wort pills. The depression is coming back with quickness and I dont know how to escape. All I know is that I am fucking bored with my life and I want to do something with it before its too late. Oh did I mention my body is the body of a 35 yr old womans? Yeah thats what happens when you eat too much crap.
I got some hours on Saturday at Treasures and Pleasures, so if you love me come by and see me. I am scheduled to get there at 12 noon. I dont know how thats going to work out though considering that I suck and I havent been able to sleep at nights lately. Mistis not here so on goes the music at 3:30 am. Fuck the neighbors.
I have been eating healthier lately. As healthy as possible I suppose. I dont plan on eating at all tomorrow though. Who wants to fast with me? Lets see how long we can go without caving in. Its not even about hunger. I dont even get hungry. Its about the will power. I hate my house. I hate living here without a companion. I want someone that I dont question, someone without that sticky film all over them. I pretty much plan on staying up until 7am and going to the tanning bed around then. I need a new lotion without bronzer; I am starting to look like an orange candy. Its the third.
I am selling some hot dirty stuff on Ebanned so if anyone is interested I will send them the link to my auctions when I get them up. Buhbye.
I think I have somehow grown immune to my St. Johns Wort pills. The depression is coming back with quickness and I dont know how to escape. All I know is that I am fucking bored with my life and I want to do something with it before its too late. Oh did I mention my body is the body of a 35 yr old womans? Yeah thats what happens when you eat too much crap.
I got some hours on Saturday at Treasures and Pleasures, so if you love me come by and see me. I am scheduled to get there at 12 noon. I dont know how thats going to work out though considering that I suck and I havent been able to sleep at nights lately. Mistis not here so on goes the music at 3:30 am. Fuck the neighbors.
I have been eating healthier lately. As healthy as possible I suppose. I dont plan on eating at all tomorrow though. Who wants to fast with me? Lets see how long we can go without caving in. Its not even about hunger. I dont even get hungry. Its about the will power. I hate my house. I hate living here without a companion. I want someone that I dont question, someone without that sticky film all over them. I pretty much plan on staying up until 7am and going to the tanning bed around then. I need a new lotion without bronzer; I am starting to look like an orange candy. Its the third.
I am selling some hot dirty stuff on Ebanned so if anyone is interested I will send them the link to my auctions when I get them up. Buhbye.
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