Fucking tashy [04 May 2004|03:23pm]
I started at scores last night. I LIKE it. Not love it. You make more money on stage for sure, but you gotta be more aggressive to get dances. So I have to swallow my pride and do it. Whatever pride I had left. No, I don't mean that. I feel fat there. All the girls who work there are really in shape. So I need to get off the dohnuts and do it. But I hate eating healthy, and yet I do. I think I will get some shaberty today. I maight just call it in. I want cheesy peas and some of there ice cream. I like all the girls at scores so much better than at stephanie's. They are so nice. And they are all hot and I feel threatened. Not really but I like them all. I wanna fuck them all. The girls at stephanies are all ugly. except for a few of them. Like nancy. Shes hot. And diamond and devon. they're pretty girls. But not like at scores. They all have big boobs and make me feel like i need to loose weight. I really need to stop sleeping so long everyday I hate it. I need to only sleep 8 hrs at most. I have been sleeping like 10 hrs. a night. I hate this house. I hate patsy yelling at me. Hahahahahaahah! i sound like a kid that shops at hot topic. I rule... My nose ring is missing again. I hate that. Everything is falling apart lately. I mean EVERYTHING. Not a big deal though. It will pass or stay the same for the rest of my life I better get used to it. I smell bad. I smell sour. Stinky. Stanky. At scores I got in trouble for one of my things being to little, fucking stupid. And for wearing a bandana. I lost dances over these things because I had to go change I missed getting dance from one guy who asked and another whoo looked interested. Dumb bitches. I don't like the house mom, she is a dumb bitch. But she is hot. Hot in an old time stripper kind of way. Hot like perfect body for sure.
Must not eat.... Must loose fat. Some bigger stripper put me in the same catagory as her last night.... The dumb bitch. Okay buh bye.
I get knocked down...
I started at scores last night. I LIKE it. Not love it. You make more money on stage for sure, but you gotta be more aggressive to get dances. So I have to swallow my pride and do it. Whatever pride I had left. No, I don't mean that. I feel fat there. All the girls who work there are really in shape. So I need to get off the dohnuts and do it. But I hate eating healthy, and yet I do. I think I will get some shaberty today. I maight just call it in. I want cheesy peas and some of there ice cream. I like all the girls at scores so much better than at stephanie's. They are so nice. And they are all hot and I feel threatened. Not really but I like them all. I wanna fuck them all. The girls at stephanies are all ugly. except for a few of them. Like nancy. Shes hot. And diamond and devon. they're pretty girls. But not like at scores. They all have big boobs and make me feel like i need to loose weight. I really need to stop sleeping so long everyday I hate it. I need to only sleep 8 hrs at most. I have been sleeping like 10 hrs. a night. I hate this house. I hate patsy yelling at me. Hahahahahaahah! i sound like a kid that shops at hot topic. I rule... My nose ring is missing again. I hate that. Everything is falling apart lately. I mean EVERYTHING. Not a big deal though. It will pass or stay the same for the rest of my life I better get used to it. I smell bad. I smell sour. Stinky. Stanky. At scores I got in trouble for one of my things being to little, fucking stupid. And for wearing a bandana. I lost dances over these things because I had to go change I missed getting dance from one guy who asked and another whoo looked interested. Dumb bitches. I don't like the house mom, she is a dumb bitch. But she is hot. Hot in an old time stripper kind of way. Hot like perfect body for sure.
Must not eat.... Must loose fat. Some bigger stripper put me in the same catagory as her last night.... The dumb bitch. Okay buh bye.
I get knocked down...