clubmix1996

Subject: Fucking over...
Time: 1:04 am.

I went to work tonight and I am ashamed to admit I only made 20 dollars. Damn it. i was Smokin' too. What was the fucking problem? Oh well I guess everyone has those days. So I was frustrated and I left work early to go to scores to see about getting a job. It was wierd in there. They have a stage that is way high off the floor and all the girls look like barbie dolls. Maybe thats not such a good idea after all. But whatever the case, the manager told me to come back on Monday at 7pm to audition. Haha. And I'm scared because there is more lights in there so you be able to see my fat celulite ass better. Which rules. So anyways I may as well try it out and so I will. There is a bar in this one too. So the guys will be so drunk they will just throw me hundred dollar bills. haha. Me and Britt are friends again but there is still an uneasyness about everything. I mean I am so unbearably attracted to her for some ungodly reason and I can't help myself. Why does the brain work this way? Anyways, I'm on my period and I'm hungry. I think I may change my hot sexy tampon and then go over to bretts house and eat all there food. Okay I will be back in time for life, I promise. Oh yeah, and I fucked Jesus. Pray for me...




I get knocked down!