Subject: Let's get it on in public...
Time: 8:13 pm.
Brittney is a dink that hates me and i want icecream. I have make-up on and I'm crying like I do everyday around this time. Hahahaha! Depression? I need to take up something that will get my mind off things. I was just trying to talk to brittney on the internet about stuff that i said and she just signed off. Thats a super sign from god that I've finally failed. Great. I'm going to cut my brain out. I have to work at the slut factory the next three nights in a row. I hate working consecutive days at that place it makes me sick. I gotta do a nose project tonight and groom my ponytail hairpiece. And right now I just walk to rot. Face rot. I just am hurt brittney says she loves me but can't be with me, yet she is being with someone else right now. I don't even know if I really want to be with her. But I wanted to try. And as for brett, I can't explain it. I am in love with him I'm just tired of being in a relationship. I want to get stupid. But I AM in love with him. Nothing makes any godamned sense. I'm a fulker that eats shit. These tears are gonna fuck up my self tanner and put streaks in it. I need a break from life. And school. Jesus, I never thought I would actually be failing at school. But I am. I rule. I just can't believe this. After all this time i was waiting inside i have my chance and shes with someone she known for a month. JESUS FUCKER! I want to crawl in hell and burn right now. Or eat something non-vegan. I want not to be a vegan anymore. I want to be vegetarian but i can't get off the ride. And i want life back. I don't know if i ever had it. But i need it now. I also need a tea. I'm addicted to the internet and my life is on the line. Buh-Bye!
Click!
I get knocked down!
Time: 8:13 pm.
Brittney is a dink that hates me and i want icecream. I have make-up on and I'm crying like I do everyday around this time. Hahahaha! Depression? I need to take up something that will get my mind off things. I was just trying to talk to brittney on the internet about stuff that i said and she just signed off. Thats a super sign from god that I've finally failed. Great. I'm going to cut my brain out. I have to work at the slut factory the next three nights in a row. I hate working consecutive days at that place it makes me sick. I gotta do a nose project tonight and groom my ponytail hairpiece. And right now I just walk to rot. Face rot. I just am hurt brittney says she loves me but can't be with me, yet she is being with someone else right now. I don't even know if I really want to be with her. But I wanted to try. And as for brett, I can't explain it. I am in love with him I'm just tired of being in a relationship. I want to get stupid. But I AM in love with him. Nothing makes any godamned sense. I'm a fulker that eats shit. These tears are gonna fuck up my self tanner and put streaks in it. I need a break from life. And school. Jesus, I never thought I would actually be failing at school. But I am. I rule. I just can't believe this. After all this time i was waiting inside i have my chance and shes with someone she known for a month. JESUS FUCKER! I want to crawl in hell and burn right now. Or eat something non-vegan. I want not to be a vegan anymore. I want to be vegetarian but i can't get off the ride. And i want life back. I don't know if i ever had it. But i need it now. I also need a tea. I'm addicted to the internet and my life is on the line. Buh-Bye!
Click!
I get knocked down!
anyway....hope you fell better soon!