clubmix1996

Subject: And the purple girl sang...
Time: 8:21 pm.

I have to pack soon! We gotta leave at like 3:30 am in the goddamned morning! Ha! But Seattle here I come! The vintage shopping is calling my name! Patsy is hollaring at me cuz I missed my classes again today! I do suck. I feel so bad to miss Monty's class, I love him so much. I mean he is the coolest ever, but Brett's alarm didn't fucking go off! I woke up and realized I would be late and didn't even go. I even fucking broke down and cried! I feel so bad for not living up to his standards! I swear I'll be better when I get back in town! I just wish I hadn't fucked anything up this bad. I didn't go to work either today! I went in to tell my boss (for the dancing) that I had to much to do before I left and he had the nerve to say I need to get straight because I need him for money! He insisted I was broke and it was my fault b/c I hadn't been to work! What???? I have like fucking 1500 dollars in the bank! Fuck him! He needs me to fucking make money! Without the girls he would be up shit creek! I want to cut him! Then I over ate today like always I need to get myself under control! SEATTLE! I just hope the plane ride doesn't kill me I would be so upset if I died going there! I guess I wouldn't be upset b/c I would feel anything if I were dead! HA! That sucks to think about though. there is a new girl on burning angel I'm about to check out! I hope if I get on Burning Angel that I can still be on Suicide girls later on. Hmmmmmmm... What do you think?
Okay I have to pack my life into two small packages! Bye!
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