i'm getting sick of being lonely. solitude is great and all, just too much sometimes. but then usually when someone's around for a while, i get sick of them. can't win. got a new tattoo yesterday, that made me feel good for a while. it says fire, and it's an ambigram, so it's exactly the same when it's turned 180 degrees. cool huh, not really i guess. i'm goin bowling tonight. havn't done it for a couple years, so it should be pretty fun. drunken bowling, oh yes. byebye 
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i'll go to bed. lay there for hours. then after a while i'll feel myself starting to fall asleep. and then i'll realize that i'm almost alseep and then i'll concentrate too much on sleeping.
and BAM i'm awake again.
not all the time tho. other times i just toss and turn all night, i dont even get that close.
i'm getting to that point now tho, where i want to punch people cos i know they've slept! jealousy is a bitch, isn't it?
but nothing is working!!! hopefully i'll be worn out after this weekend and all will be well once again?
wish me luck.