cloudsinthesky

this week has been bad. you know those days when you really don't feel like being alive, or dealing with anything or anyone, and you're sick of everything you see when you're awake? like that. i felt better for awhile tonight because i got one of the almost-finished mixes of one of my band's songs from our new cd (middleworld). it reminded me that i actually do have a reason to be alive and it's worth it to deal with all the things i hate in my life. i'm kind of fucked up right now too, so that also helps. i should probably go to sleep and disappear for awhile. it'll be nice, and i hope i dream about the girl that won't call me back.