Saturday Jul 20, 2002

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Well, BBQ went well last night, drank way to much. I did my usual wallflower gig. I just love to drink and observe. Was huge, 40 people or so. My friends had 4 different DJ's spinning and what not. Spent all day today on the couch in recovery. I think with naps i was asleep more than I was awake. Of course I can't sleep now, and I have to work early. Oh well! Finally got to meet some cool girls last night. Hopefully I will get to know them better. It was about time. It's weird when you get hung up on some one, and then go out to try and meet new people. It's all scary at first, but then you realize that there are so many fish out there. It's great. Thoughts still wander back to that hang up, but much less and it's fading. Yeah!! It has alot to do with the deppression I've been it.
jamy:
I think I know what you mean. Where you filled with excitement of what might be? These new people with their different styles. This, I would call a very satisfactory injection of your social needs. Enjoy it and keep it up. Meet them again and tell them how you feel.

That monkey is very cute.
jessica:
I think the first two lines of your journal are the story of me life, matey. And remember, you'll meet somebody as soon as you're not looking for it. It's annoying, but true, but good luck with the fishies anyway!

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