Well, BBQ went well last night, drank way to much. I did my usual wallflower gig. I just love to drink and observe. Was huge, 40 people or so. My friends had 4 different DJ's spinning and what not. Spent all day today on the couch in recovery. I think with naps i was asleep more than I was awake. Of course I can't sleep now, and I have to work early. Oh well! Finally got to meet some cool girls last night. Hopefully I will get to know them better. It was about time. It's weird when you get hung up on some one, and then go out to try and meet new people. It's all scary at first, but then you realize that there are so many fish out there. It's great. Thoughts still wander back to that hang up, but much less and it's fading. Yeah!! It has alot to do with the deppression I've been it.