this is a long rant you may not wanna read it
soooo heres my emotional silly girly little delima....
3 months ago i was working at a movie theater with my brother (my sister's husband's brother) who had a crush on me. he had been working there for 3 years and was friends with all the managers. i messed around with a guy i had liked since the 1st day i had been working there. of course after that they all hate be for "betraying" my brother. so i quit and spend of the most amazing love filled days ever with this guy. at the end of the 2 weeks he would leave for the mountains in new mexico to be a trek guide for the eagel scots.......now in the first few weeks i stayed home every day and made this really really really really awesome care package for him. and im a party person so saying i stayed home to do this for him is saying alot by itself, but the actual package itself made all the guys at camp jealous haha. i quit 2 jobs to hang out with him for those last 2 weeks, he almost fights my brother for me, bought him food for the trip, packed and moved his apartment by myself, made him a sandwhich in bed, packed his tents and stuff while he slept, put notes in all his bags and around his car. i mean the stuff i did for this guy was insane.
but NEway, i sent him naked pics, we both cant get off if we're not thinking about each other, he drives 28 hours just to spend the weekend with me, we call each other every night. then, out of no where he tells me he's moving to florida like just a plain statement. (i later found out he says that every year and never actually goes throw with it) oh course i throw a bitch fit cause i was counting on him to come back to me. he promised to. so, we havent talked in a long time and i send him a myspace message saying "whats the verdict do you or do you not wanna see me when you come back" he replies "i come back on the 21st.
he came back on the 23rd leaves me a message at 4 am "he just calling to tell you im home. see ya later" so i call him back befor work and say "welcome home, bye" he calls me while im in a movie and i call him when i get out. he calls me again after that but im in a fight with someone and cant talk. i call him at work the next day to talk and he says hes at my college signing up for classes (which means he's not moving) and asks if anything interesting happen while he was away. i say "too much to say and get into i wouldnt know where to start" so he says "we should get together and catch up" on which i wait another day and message him saying my phones dead and call me if you want to hang out friday night. he responds with "ok" and its 11 pm w/ no call.......
soooo heres my emotional silly girly little delima....
3 months ago i was working at a movie theater with my brother (my sister's husband's brother) who had a crush on me. he had been working there for 3 years and was friends with all the managers. i messed around with a guy i had liked since the 1st day i had been working there. of course after that they all hate be for "betraying" my brother. so i quit and spend of the most amazing love filled days ever with this guy. at the end of the 2 weeks he would leave for the mountains in new mexico to be a trek guide for the eagel scots.......now in the first few weeks i stayed home every day and made this really really really really awesome care package for him. and im a party person so saying i stayed home to do this for him is saying alot by itself, but the actual package itself made all the guys at camp jealous haha. i quit 2 jobs to hang out with him for those last 2 weeks, he almost fights my brother for me, bought him food for the trip, packed and moved his apartment by myself, made him a sandwhich in bed, packed his tents and stuff while he slept, put notes in all his bags and around his car. i mean the stuff i did for this guy was insane.
but NEway, i sent him naked pics, we both cant get off if we're not thinking about each other, he drives 28 hours just to spend the weekend with me, we call each other every night. then, out of no where he tells me he's moving to florida like just a plain statement. (i later found out he says that every year and never actually goes throw with it) oh course i throw a bitch fit cause i was counting on him to come back to me. he promised to. so, we havent talked in a long time and i send him a myspace message saying "whats the verdict do you or do you not wanna see me when you come back" he replies "i come back on the 21st.
he came back on the 23rd leaves me a message at 4 am "he just calling to tell you im home. see ya later" so i call him back befor work and say "welcome home, bye" he calls me while im in a movie and i call him when i get out. he calls me again after that but im in a fight with someone and cant talk. i call him at work the next day to talk and he says hes at my college signing up for classes (which means he's not moving) and asks if anything interesting happen while he was away. i say "too much to say and get into i wouldnt know where to start" so he says "we should get together and catch up" on which i wait another day and message him saying my phones dead and call me if you want to hang out friday night. he responds with "ok" and its 11 pm w/ no call.......
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and about the relations... well i flew around eightgeen hours only to get the fuck i wanted with my girl on the other side of the world ...
and this happened every month.
you know what?
it was worth to do that, cause we loved each other.
but he just wanted the fuck and i don't understand why he drove 23hrs as apparently he doesn't want you for love
did i miss something? or am i right?
take care
but this guy just wanted the fuck and t