Monday Apr 12, 2004

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Life's tough. Im surviving though.

Im getting my old job back. There's a girl there, will she notice me?
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tartpop:
mmmm! i LOVE jager bombs! that's my favourite shot!
maddy:
well happy late birthday...and did you invite anyone? j/jk i am sorry... kiss

Wednesday Feb 18, 2004

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Death rides a pale horse. My results will be back in a matter of days. My mother has been in and out of the hospital. Stress and past emotional trauma that shes never dealt with has pushed her into suicide attempts and temporary mental illness. Hopefully my news fairs well or alas for my poor mother. I was rejected again, Megan went back with her...
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maddy:
where are you?
maddy:
i didn't walk off just zone out...sorry...i hope things go better and you get back to your old self.

Tuesday Feb 03, 2004

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I might have Cancer. Is that why life has seemed to have kept me away from human contact. Am i dying? I will know soon.
maddy:
OMG?!? frown
clockworkjoe:
Tis true Tis true, i may have cancer.

i always thought id die young, ill know after i go to the doctor on monday, im probably just jumping the gun...

Wednesday Jan 21, 2004

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no one read my last journal so i guess i must write on.

hi
maddy:
i'm sorry i didn't read it...i got so used to talking to you on im...i haven't seen you. i'm sorry you almost died and chicks suck. well let me know how you are doing now. and don't die!

Thursday Jan 15, 2004

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I almost died everyone. Yes oh Yes indeed. I never felt more at peace near death though, its a strangely wonderful feeling.

Friday i picked up a girl that was going to stay with me for a few days only to find out that shes a lesbian. i took her to some house she wanted to go to, only to find out she was stopping...
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clockworkjoe:
we met and i was so fascinated
by fear i was a bit casterated
of anything i knew of being true
ashley i just had to know you

we talked for six hours at a time
id always make for you a rhyme
then you wanted to come and stay
and i wanted it just that way

i thought it was romance in the air
how you are, you cannot care
and even though, we do get along
a three lined rainbow ended the song

Thursday Jan 08, 2004

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I love mindless self indulgence.


that was easy..... ARRR!!!
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maddy:
so how the hell are ya?
maddy:
are you going to the cinncy burlesque show?

Monday Jan 05, 2004

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short poems #1
there once were gifts from the magi
whose bounty was called not enough
to see the wisest and purest cry
was a holiday scene all too tough

each gift wrapped with good intention
swept aside, they labeled all just fine
and to do good again, was apprehension
but no worries, it was all killed in time
#2
there once was an angel...
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maddy:
nice picture...and poems...keep them up

Thursday Jan 01, 2004

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well im done with my disappearing act

didnt last that long

cleared my head

Thursday Dec 25, 2003

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well i predicted on the 24th, another lonely Christmas, and well i was right with another unpleasent surprise. This has had to have been the worst christmas ever. Maybe this is that one christmas that comes in everyones life where the childhood magic is lost and years later, after droll Christmas' roll in year after year, you have that magic christmas down the road and...
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clockworkjoe:
thanks for a little cheer maddy bok
kevykev:
are YOU gonna make it?



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Wednesday Dec 24, 2003

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Another lonely Christmas. ::wraps scarf tight around face and walks into the cold distance::
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