Would it bet better to destroy my sex drive, or get a GF?

I am thinking it would be easier to do the former. As the latter never happens.

I did however recently make a discovery as to why that is. The packaging doesnt match the product. Meaning, from looking at me you might assume Iam tough. A little angry. Into harder stuff, maybe drugs. I have a very masculine look. But I am not like that. I am a kid. I watch cartoons. I listen to darkwave and EBM. I cant go into a toy store becasue I know I will buy something I cant afford.
And the girls I go for like feminine girly men who are half gay and have an entire harem of women following them around.
So, my choices are either to change my taste in women. Or change the way I look (loosing about 60 lbs)

Yeah, easy things to do huh?